i wrote a whole post describing my present day life and what it's like now that i'm not fully submerged in the coffee industry and the reasons why i left it and the reasons why i actually never really did leave it and what i hope to gain from this business in the future.

but..then my computer crashed.

things definitely have and haven't been going my way lately. i'm currently writing this on a computer with a cracked screen, i just changed my tire on the side of the interstate, and i cant seem to get out of my head.

but i've also been around wonderful people today including co-workers that i get to call my friends and lots of good family.

maybe i'll try to regroup my thoughts later and explain the things i wrote in my original post.

goodnight!